Day one... Gotta start somewhere...

Ok last night I got on this thing and went on a rant. As a result I was left mentally drained and forgot to post some stuf thats been going on in my life lately.

I'll start with this... Kevin left for jolly old england on monday. We will all miss you a great deal Kev. He returns here again for christmas so we're all looking forward. Friday a buch of us including Kev of course got out to the park to fly kites. It was my first time flying a kite in like two years. Kev was waiting all vacation to fly kites. It was a great day and I was glad to squeeze it into my busy schedule that day. Afterwards we all went to Italian Pizza Market for supper. Kev had a party that night so i went to steve's later by myself. I think we had a movie lotto that night and one of my picks won. Or was that saturday night. Doesn't matter. The whole weekend was great.

Well a week before monday I signed up to a free online dating site. Within the first few days I had some positive responses. My first response i got one night from a 35 year old divorced mother of two who happens to be a nurse. We've chatted a bit on msn and that was that. The next day after i recieved that message i briefly chated with a 33 year old from cupids. We were suposed to meet this week for coffee, but have had no luck getting a hold of each other. I'm still holding my breath on this one. The next day after i met her online one of the ones i messaged myself replied and we were suposed to chat on msn, but that hasn't materialized yet. Well that's about all the luck I've had with it so far. This week has been real slow on the site.

In more recent news I had a job at SubWay. I think I nailed the interview, but the manager said he had a lot of interviews to do yet and wouldn't be finished with it till late next week. Plus the fact that he never wrote down any of the answers i gave to his questions leads me to believe he wasn't seriously considering me for the position. But who knows, I might get called back in for a second interview. That would be awesome.

Well thats the knd of time it's been around here lately. Catch you all real soon.

Listening to: Mixed anime cd, MegaDeth - Rust in Peace
Watching: Firefly (real soon hopefully, maybe tonite)
Reading: nothing though i should pick up the old A+ certification guide again soon.
Eating: tacos and left over pizza

Eleven weeks, two days...

Well today started good and well for the most part. I got up and got ready, then went to the doctors office to pick up my meds. Got home and went for a drive with mom. Had supper, went out for a bit, and then went to a work out with the bro. About 8 minutes before I left it hit... The first anxiety attack I've had in over eleven weeks. It wasn't bad but it was definately an attack. I'm not really that upset about it. It wasn't really a big deal. Not like the ones I used to have at all. In the last eleven and a bit weeks I have had momentary jitters that would last for 2 or 3 minutes, but this time it was definately an attack. I said to myself "this is never going to rule my life again!" And it won't. I plan on doing everything in my power to make sure this never gets in my way again. I see my doctor in a couple of days so I'm going to let him know about it. If necasary I'll just get my meds adjusted again. But if it's not that then it won't disrupt my life again because i determined to not let it. It looks like I may have a job interview soon so I plan on carying on nothing has changed. Cause the second I acknowledge that it's a problem is the second it does become problem. It was only minor this time so I'm ready for it if it happens again, no matter what the situation is. Hopefully it will be another eleven weeks till then.

Well thats all I have to say on this fine night. Catch you all later.

Life goes on...

Well the big day was saturday. Thats when Steve and Sarah got maried. What a great day!! It started out raining, but stopped a few minutes before we left for the church. Steve, me, russ, chuck, kevin , and jon met up during the afternoon to get dressed. We all then headed to the church. Me, chuck, kevin, and jon ushered the guests in. It was a beuatiful cerimony and I noticed there was a few people on the verge of tears. Joe (kevin's brother) was the photographer. On the way to the reception me and russ stoped for pizza. The dinner at the reception was great. The toasts and speeches went off without a hitch. It was a great party. I even got up to dance a few times, which is saying something. Congrats Steve and Sarah!

Well things are going great for me right now. I go job hunting tomorow. The anxiety is going really well. I haven't had an attack in over ten weeks. I see my doctor soon.

Steve recently picked up a 50 inch lcd tv. And boy do the video games look great on it!

Listening to: mixed anime cd, tea party - edges of twilight, megadeth - the world needs a hero
Reading: A+ certification guide
Playing: bit of this, bit of that

Not a lot else to say this time. See you all around.

Sunday night was the bomb!

So sunday night we had Steve's stag party. It was a blast! A few of us met up at Steve's at around 7:30. Then we met the rest of the b'ys later at the pool hall. We all had a good time. Everyone was there. So Jon Dobbin, Jon Mercer, Mooch, Russ, Kevin, Mark, Chuck and me were there. After pool we all headed back to Steve's for drinks and stuf. Steve was really messed up. I don't even want to think about how much booze he had! it was ridiculous! Well a good time was had by all. We're all looking forward to the wedding. Congrats Steve and Sarah!

A short one this time. Later people.