As beuatiful as you...

"from the moment i saw you, from the moment i looked into your eyes. there was something about you. i knew... i knew... that you were once in a life time, a treasure near imposible to find. and i know how lucky i am to have you. i've seen rainbows that could take your breath away, the beauty of the setting sun on any given day. when it comes to shooting stars i have seen a few. but i've never seen anything as beautiful as you. i can't believe that i have you. i can't believe that you're here in my arms. i've been waiting a lifetime for you. for you. and i've dreamed about you, pictured in my mind who i would see. but i never imagined how beautiful you would be....."

Ok sappy i know but that song most acurately captures how i'm feeling right now. Yesterday i did something very silly, but i don't consider it a mistake... not for a second... The night before last i spent the whole night talking to tracy's mom. She helped me to see the light. It's like the light finaly got turned on. A true moment of clarity.

so at 5 in morning yesterday i finaly went home got a bath and went to work. got 5 minutes to seven. I talked to Steve my instructor. Told him i needed the day off to go declare my love to my girlfriend.

So i left there and went out to tracy's school. Found out what5 classroom her first class was in. hid in the back and waited for her to show up. hehehe well she finaly showed up and jumped out and proposed to her... not one of my finer moments but meh... well she was speechless. she said we needed to go for a coffee before classes started. so we went to tim hortons. she told me it was way too soon. she needed to finish her course at school first and get things staightened out. So that was fine. we talked things out and i explained everything to about the night before. and she realized how important she was to me.

so taoday i went into work agian. aparently steve my instuctor read between the lines and told the whole class that i proposed to my girlfriend. Because when i got in this morning one of the women in my class asked me how things went and if we had a ring picked out yet. i said we decided to wait for a while before getting engaged and she congratulated anyway. then at lunch time another one of the girls in my class asked me the same thing and i gave her the same answer.

Today on the way back from cupids she told me that her class mates were asking her the same questions. :) she said that at lunch time yesterday she called her mother and asked her what we talking about the night before. she told her mother what had happened that morning and her mother said "go for it!!" an d she said she still needed time.

I apoligized to tracy today for being so rash. And she said "well i never said no" she said " i just said not yet" So it looks this is the guys. I really mean it :)
These past few months have been the best times of my life and every day it's getting better. I can't wait to get fully instated at work. it's going to fun. i think i will be there for a long time. if russ could climb the ladder so can i. :)

Well people this weekend i'm staying with tracy again so i'll see you guys in the next little while. hopefully sunday we'll be out to steve's. so jon and chuck you guys try and get out there that night. i really want you guys to meet her... looking forward to introducing you guys to each other. oh and kev you'll get to see her christmas time. looking forward to it.

We love each other verry much. and i told her that what ever happens i'll always love her.

tomorow night i'm treating her to burger king. then we're probably going shopping. i get paid tomorow. i owe mom some money and nicole i'm not forgettin you either. i'll have your money for you tomorow. well people, be happy for me, it's best time of my life.

Well i could go on forever but now it's time to get some sleep. later on people.

So Roy, I see you're still quite the lady's man

Well people I finsihed my first week of work at teletech on friday. It's going well so far. I'm getting lots of help with the training and I'm feeling confident about my future there.

Well it all happened wednsday night... I was at tracy's, and we were hanging out in her room. At some point she told me i was the best thing ever happened to her. I was speechless for about five minutes, and then we snugeled for a while,and i was so overwhelmed that i started to cry which made her cry. and finaly we both said "I love you" That was the single hapiest moment of my life.

Friday night i went out to Tracy's place for the weekend. On saturday we went out to cupids to pick up some of her things. I met her father. And I can safely say he's the biggest bullshiter I have ever met. I also met her friend Louise and her family. Tracy said that Louise said I was good looking :)

A short one this as i have work in the am. later people

This is the really real world! There ain't no coming back!

Well the last two weeks have been great. Me and Tracy are doing great together. I couldn't be happier. Things with us lately have been pretty intense. Like i said before she's moving in here so that'll be great. Right now she's gone out to Cupids to tie up some loose ends. She left yesterday and hopefully gets back on Tuesday. I'm really starting to miss her. This is the first time i haven't been able to see her in two weeks. It will bw nice to see her again soon.

Well i start work tomorow morning so i'm hoping that will go well. It will be the first work i've had now since the anxiety attacks have gone away. I'm just hoping that it won't be too stressfull. It should all be ok. I'm really looking forward to earning a paycheck again. It will be great.

Once we both save up some money me and Tracy are planning a special evening out. Maybe dinner out somewhere nice. Then maybe a movie. And maybe get a room somewhere :P Who knows... It's something we have to discuss when she gets back in town.

Went to dinner with the crowd last night. We went to the emerald palace. Me, Steve, Sarah, Abby, Karen, Harley, Nicole, Mark, and Daisy were there. Nicole offered to pay for my dinner so that was nice, and i will pay her back for it when my first check comes in. Then after that we all went to Steve's for a while. Nicole brought some nacho dip which was really good. Russ even showed up at some point which was nice.

Well thats it for now. See you all soon.

Fire it up! Fire it up!

Well folks it's been a most memorable week and a half. A job and a girl friend at the same time. Wow...

Ok just making a short update to the last post. As it turns out I won't be visiting Tracy on the weekends. Thats because she's moving into town in the next little while. So distance won't be a factor. She's having a rough time of it, so I offerd to do what i could. Our relationship has really blosomed. It seems as though we've been together for a few months rather than a week and a half. Oh yeah and jon and chuck, you guys will probably get a chance to meet her very soon. oh yeah btw she's 3 years older than me, which is nice.

Ok well thats all there is for now. Later folks.

A new begining is a very tumultuos time...

Well people haven't updated now in a little while. Have some big news to report.

First I'll start the new devewlopment in my career status. I had a job interview last week at teletech for a customer representative position, and after three hours of tests, interviewing and paperwork, I got the job! Well I start on the 11th so everyone wish me luck! I've got some foot work to do in the mean time but i'm looking forward to be working again. It's full time and it pays 8.50 an hour.

Well in other new Steve and sarah are having another child. Congrats you two!

Well ok people this one is a BIG surprise! Most people know about this already so i think this one mainly goes out to Kevin and Jon Dobbin. You ready for this guys? Make sure you're sitting down and your trays are in the upright postion... Ok so like I said on a previous post I joined a dating site on the web. Well i met someone from the site and we've dated a bit. Lately things have been starting to get serious. So what I'm saying is I've got a girlfriend now :) Her name is Tracy and I had her over to steve's tonight to meet everyone. Sorry to anyone who didn't meet her, she's leaving town on tuesday to go home to cupids. We will be keeping in touch all the time, and will see each other on the weekends. So far things are going great, and i see no problems in the forseeable future.

Also on the dating front, Mark is now seeing someone too.

Ok folks thats the big news, so wish me luck with everything. Peace out.