Howdy there people. How's it going?
Things have not been the greatest for me lately. I am really frustrated with everything lately. Just getting pissed off at every little thing going on right now. I wouldn't mind but I just reached a point before all this where i feel really good about everything, and the little things don't bug me anymore, and i understand the world around me a lot better now. I mean where it's taken me over eight months to reach this point it disapoints me to see all this frustration in my life right now where I feel all this recent progress is just going straight out the window...
There are a lot of things going on in my life right now that just are plain driving me insane... I just feel a little overwhelmed right now... I just don't know what to do about it all. I mean I'm pissed about alot of things and i don't really know what to do about it all. Yeah i know I'm repeating myself. But thats the way things are right now...
One thing right now is this: The student loan people are driving me nuts.... back in march I applied for interest relief. The bank kept calling me wondering if i applied for interest relief. I kept telling them that i had already applied and they said they had not heard from the student loan people yet... So a few weeks back i get a nasty letter from the student loan service centre and they said i was four months into arears. I called them and they said it hadn't gone through yet because the bank wouldn't give them complete information... So last week the bank calls again and they say they have not recieved any word from the student loan people at all. So i explain to them and neither side know what the other is doing... So it looks like i will have to file a new application because the current one is probably expired... Bone heads... I wouldn't mind but i only have 4 months of relief left including back dated months which haven't even been back dated yet. So they threaten to screw up my credit report if I do not fix it some how, but it's their fault... So last friday i call to get financing from Dell Canada on a new X box 360 bundle and because of the student loan issues i can't get aproved credit. SO thats one thing...
And then there's the employment center people... I called last Monday over a week ago now and they still have not tracked down an ocupational therapist in order to do my OT assessment which i need for them to move forward with my case... All they can tell me is that the hold up is with eastern health care, and that they contract out to them so they are at their mercy as it seems so am I. Frustrating i know but nothing i can do about it right now. Just have to be patient. Well my patience are running out.. With everything...
Well thats the way thing s have been lately... I should be happier with my birthday being sunday. As for the party i will keep you informed on that when plans are made.
So long for now.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
20 20 24 hours to go... I wanna be sedated...
Well here we are people. Another day, another entry.
Some stuf has happened even before my last entry here, as well as some stuf that's happened since, so I'd like to talk about now.
Monday night some pretty extrodanary things happened. I won't get into too many details but suficed to say, it has made a huge impact on me and the way i see world, as well as how I now deal with things. It's just starting to sink in today. Monday night i had a few things weighing heavy on my mind, so I talked to Tracy about it and when she spoke to me things didn't seem so bad. When all was said and done, things sudenly seemed to make alot more sense. I wasn't afraid of anything anymore. You could say that it all put things into perspective for me. It was something I will never foreget. Things don't seem nearly as hard to deal with anymore. Already I am more at ease with everything and i don't get as stressed about the little things anmore. Even the bigger things seem more easy to deal with now. Thankyou Tracy sweetheart. I love you. See, even that wasn't so hard. Just kidding around, but i do mean that from the bottom of my heart.
Yesterday was stressful. I found out that the student loan people are a bunch directionless fools, as it seems that my current application for interest relief is about to lapse because of some error on thier behalf. So i will probably have to reapply. Oh well. Either way I'll still be covered up to august. So it's not all bad, just a bit of a headache I shouldn't have to deal with. Then later yesterday i ahd wait in the doctor's office for over an hour and a half for my apointment. Oh well it wasn't all bad since i got to spend evening at her place after an arguement with mom about spending one whole extra day last weekend with Tracy. Hell i thought that was why it's called a long weekend... Oh well all is good now though.
Oh and just to remind you guys my birthday is June 3rd if you want to wish me a happy birthday then. The following saturday on the 8th i should be having my party so there you go. Let me know what your plans are for then in case i need to rearange things ahead of time.
Thats it for now. Later people.
Some stuf has happened even before my last entry here, as well as some stuf that's happened since, so I'd like to talk about now.
Monday night some pretty extrodanary things happened. I won't get into too many details but suficed to say, it has made a huge impact on me and the way i see world, as well as how I now deal with things. It's just starting to sink in today. Monday night i had a few things weighing heavy on my mind, so I talked to Tracy about it and when she spoke to me things didn't seem so bad. When all was said and done, things sudenly seemed to make alot more sense. I wasn't afraid of anything anymore. You could say that it all put things into perspective for me. It was something I will never foreget. Things don't seem nearly as hard to deal with anymore. Already I am more at ease with everything and i don't get as stressed about the little things anmore. Even the bigger things seem more easy to deal with now. Thankyou Tracy sweetheart. I love you. See, even that wasn't so hard. Just kidding around, but i do mean that from the bottom of my heart.
Yesterday was stressful. I found out that the student loan people are a bunch directionless fools, as it seems that my current application for interest relief is about to lapse because of some error on thier behalf. So i will probably have to reapply. Oh well. Either way I'll still be covered up to august. So it's not all bad, just a bit of a headache I shouldn't have to deal with. Then later yesterday i ahd wait in the doctor's office for over an hour and a half for my apointment. Oh well it wasn't all bad since i got to spend evening at her place after an arguement with mom about spending one whole extra day last weekend with Tracy. Hell i thought that was why it's called a long weekend... Oh well all is good now though.
Oh and just to remind you guys my birthday is June 3rd if you want to wish me a happy birthday then. The following saturday on the 8th i should be having my party so there you go. Let me know what your plans are for then in case i need to rearange things ahead of time.
Thats it for now. Later people.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Wouldn't you be my neighbor...
Well here we are people. Another May 24th weekend come and gone. A good one too.
I spent the weekend with Tracy out around the bay with her friends. Had a lot of fun too. Went to her friend's place in Killbride friday nite for a house warming party. Did a bit of boozing then. Got a little boozed the next nite around the bay. Sunday me and tracy went for a walk down the walking trails. The me and her frined's husband went out fishing. Never caught anything myself, but they caught 5 small trout. Was a bit of fun. Took it easy monday, and went into her fathers place to see her pets and that. Headed home later that afternoon. All and all it was a fun time.
Just curious though to see what everyone was up to for the weekend. Would love to know what you guys have all been up to.
Oh yeah i almost forgot but my birthday is coming up soon. June the 3rd. Would like to organize something probably the following weekend. So let me know what you guys are doing on the weekend of June 8th.
Well not much else to say right now. So I will see you all around.
I spent the weekend with Tracy out around the bay with her friends. Had a lot of fun too. Went to her friend's place in Killbride friday nite for a house warming party. Did a bit of boozing then. Got a little boozed the next nite around the bay. Sunday me and tracy went for a walk down the walking trails. The me and her frined's husband went out fishing. Never caught anything myself, but they caught 5 small trout. Was a bit of fun. Took it easy monday, and went into her fathers place to see her pets and that. Headed home later that afternoon. All and all it was a fun time.
Just curious though to see what everyone was up to for the weekend. Would love to know what you guys have all been up to.
Oh yeah i almost forgot but my birthday is coming up soon. June the 3rd. Would like to organize something probably the following weekend. So let me know what you guys are doing on the weekend of June 8th.
Well not much else to say right now. So I will see you all around.
Monday, May 07, 2007
Life imitates fiction...
Howdy people. How's it going?
Things have been fine with me lately. Finaly got my resume emailed to the chick from the employment program. A minute or two after i emailed her, she sent me a reply saying was setting me up with an OT assessment for next week and said she would call me later this week to let me know about it. So hopefully once that is done i should start getting some reall help from them. Will keep guys up on that.
Well friday i finally picked out the colors for my room. Got the paint today. Going two tone again. The colors i picked were naples bay which a shade of turqouise and also a shade of blue called grecian blue. I'm planning on doing a distorted vertical wave patern on two of the walls which now also have paterns. And on each of the other walls will one of each of the colors. should be nice when it's done. Also down the road i will be adding some shelving, repainting the molding and base boards, as well as adding some ceiling moulding. Looking forwawrd tyo seeing the final product when it's all done.
In the next little while i will be getting back into some hobbys of mine. Will be starting over on my novel. Keep having some great ideas, so hopefully i get to the production notes soon to get all those wonderful ideas down. Also i would like to get back to drawing again. I would like to do some prototype drawings for what i would like to become full sized posters. So when i get some drawings i really like i will scale them up on some poster board and then paint them. Should be cool.
As for how everything else is going... Well it's not all bad i guess. Just working some things out in my head i guess.
Well thats it folks. Will talking at you soon.
Things have been fine with me lately. Finaly got my resume emailed to the chick from the employment program. A minute or two after i emailed her, she sent me a reply saying was setting me up with an OT assessment for next week and said she would call me later this week to let me know about it. So hopefully once that is done i should start getting some reall help from them. Will keep guys up on that.
Well friday i finally picked out the colors for my room. Got the paint today. Going two tone again. The colors i picked were naples bay which a shade of turqouise and also a shade of blue called grecian blue. I'm planning on doing a distorted vertical wave patern on two of the walls which now also have paterns. And on each of the other walls will one of each of the colors. should be nice when it's done. Also down the road i will be adding some shelving, repainting the molding and base boards, as well as adding some ceiling moulding. Looking forwawrd tyo seeing the final product when it's all done.
In the next little while i will be getting back into some hobbys of mine. Will be starting over on my novel. Keep having some great ideas, so hopefully i get to the production notes soon to get all those wonderful ideas down. Also i would like to get back to drawing again. I would like to do some prototype drawings for what i would like to become full sized posters. So when i get some drawings i really like i will scale them up on some poster board and then paint them. Should be cool.
As for how everything else is going... Well it's not all bad i guess. Just working some things out in my head i guess.
Well thats it folks. Will talking at you soon.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Welcome to the black parade...
When I was a young boy, my father took me into the city, to see a marching band. He said "son when you grow up, would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned?" "would defeat them? your demons and all the nonbelievers, the plans that they have made?" "because one day I'll leave you a phantom to lead you in the summer, to join the black parade"
Ok well that was lericks to one of my favorite new songs. It's called welcome to the black parade as the post title says. The band is called my chemical romance. A really cool song. As you can probably tell it has special meaning for me. I guess the obvious thing here is that it reminds me of my own father. I remember my father taking me to various military parades. And i always remember him being sentimental at those times. I imagine that at those times he would think about me being all grown up and thinking about the choices and obstacles that i would have to face. But really it makes me think about the time that i actualy spent growing up, and the choices and obtacles i actualy did face. Like the boy in the song i realize that i did indeed have my share of demons and nonbelievers to face and overcome. And to be honest i'm still doing it... But you know what? That song actualy helps me put it all into perspective. So there you go...
Well i wrote my fifth exam for correspondence school tonite. Man it was by far the most savage exam i had to write yet. I was a little disapointed cause i only got 80% this time. There were some killer questions on it. However the questions that took me 10 to 40 minutes to answer i got all right. The ones that seemed straight forward were the ones i screwed up on. But just the same 80% is the worst mark i expected to get so it wasn't all that bad. I know... You're thinking why am i fretting over 80%. I'll tell you why, becase the pass grade is 70% so while it is still a B grade there is no D grade. So the worst grade i could get is a C. So one grade less and I'm getting C's. SO now you understand. At least i hope so. But at least I'm still maintaining an A average. Marks so far are as follows: 3 - 100%s, 1 - 90%, 1 - 80%. So thats not too bad. I'm hoping to get 95% or 100% next time. So there you go...
Well in other news Tracy started her work term monday, and all is going well so far. And also she passed all of her courses. And as it turns out her work term may turn into a permanant postion later. So here's hoping.
As for myself I'm waiting to hear back from the employment center to find out what the next step is for me. Will keep you all informed on this as time goes by.
Really looking forward to these next few months. So keep checking here for any news. Will be talking to you all soon.
Ok well that was lericks to one of my favorite new songs. It's called welcome to the black parade as the post title says. The band is called my chemical romance. A really cool song. As you can probably tell it has special meaning for me. I guess the obvious thing here is that it reminds me of my own father. I remember my father taking me to various military parades. And i always remember him being sentimental at those times. I imagine that at those times he would think about me being all grown up and thinking about the choices and obstacles that i would have to face. But really it makes me think about the time that i actualy spent growing up, and the choices and obtacles i actualy did face. Like the boy in the song i realize that i did indeed have my share of demons and nonbelievers to face and overcome. And to be honest i'm still doing it... But you know what? That song actualy helps me put it all into perspective. So there you go...
Well i wrote my fifth exam for correspondence school tonite. Man it was by far the most savage exam i had to write yet. I was a little disapointed cause i only got 80% this time. There were some killer questions on it. However the questions that took me 10 to 40 minutes to answer i got all right. The ones that seemed straight forward were the ones i screwed up on. But just the same 80% is the worst mark i expected to get so it wasn't all that bad. I know... You're thinking why am i fretting over 80%. I'll tell you why, becase the pass grade is 70% so while it is still a B grade there is no D grade. So the worst grade i could get is a C. So one grade less and I'm getting C's. SO now you understand. At least i hope so. But at least I'm still maintaining an A average. Marks so far are as follows: 3 - 100%s, 1 - 90%, 1 - 80%. So thats not too bad. I'm hoping to get 95% or 100% next time. So there you go...
Well in other news Tracy started her work term monday, and all is going well so far. And also she passed all of her courses. And as it turns out her work term may turn into a permanant postion later. So here's hoping.
As for myself I'm waiting to hear back from the employment center to find out what the next step is for me. Will keep you all informed on this as time goes by.
Really looking forward to these next few months. So keep checking here for any news. Will be talking to you all soon.
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