I hate my cousin.

Well people, it's been a long time since last I posted here, and I've got a lot to say. I'm not really sure where to start.

I guess i'll start with this... My three nieces have been staying with us now for the last three weeks. It's been going ok i guess. They fight alot... But other than that they've been pretty good. Alysha the youngest has been exceptionaly well behaved, except for a few saucy outbursts. Katie and Robyn won't leave me alone. It's hard to find a peacefull moment in which to play video games other than when I'm suposed to be sleeping. Alysha will be leaving in a few days to spend some time with her godmother who is getting maried soon. Alysha will be the flower girl. Things are quiet here right now as the eldest niece is at a friends place. She is the one who makes the most noise. They will all be leaving at the end of this month.

Well moving on... Last week i went to a bar show with some friends. It was awesome! Sheavy headlined. Some band called insidium opened. They were pretty cool. I had a chance to talk with a couple of the members from that band, and they seemed nice enough. I was also talking to a guy from calgary who came here on vacation. We had a nice chat. At one point during the evening I went out for a smoke. If you think the inside of bars get crowded then you should've seen the outside of this place! You couldn't move! It's like i said to my friend when i came back in; "aside from filling my lungs with tar, i can't breath out there!" It was around then that i got really nervous. I thought i was about to have a panic attack. So I stared at the floor, and took a few deep breaths and I was fine. I was with friends so everything was cool. Plus I got to meet some new people, so it was a good time.

The anxiety has been coming along really good in the past weeks. As of this sunday it will have been six weeks since my last anxiety attack. The new meds have been working really well. I see my doctor again in about two weeks.

A couple of weeks ago i cut my forehead. It was a real bad gash. I saw the doctor and he gave me a tetnas shot and some antibiotic steroid cream to put on it. I must say it's healing up nicely.

Getting to the title of the post... I saw my cousin tonite for the first time in years... I do not know this person anymore... He was always jaded, but this was the worst I've seen him. It seems he's got a grudge against against the whole world. He said some bullshit story about how he had to leave college. He complained about how he couldn't find any work and so on and so on. I really didn't want to hear about it. When ever i said anything about myself it turned into something about him. He's the most self centered egotistical bastard I've ever met... When I first saw him coming in my direction I thought "it's been too long" but when he left i thought "it hsan't been long enough."

Over the last few weeks me and my friends have been getting together on sundays to play Dungeons and Dragons. It's been going really well. It's a lot of fun. It's great to be playing old character again. He's a lawfull good dwarven cleric.

Well I had an interesting dream last night. Why interesting you ask? It was interesting because it was the first normal dream I've had in years. I dreamt that I was going to university again and that i met this really cool chick. I also made friends with this guy fresh out of high school. I think it's a good sign that my life is finally getting back to normal.

I'm going to be apllying for work over the next week. Then once I get enough money saved up I'm going write my A+ certification exams.

Well thats it for me for now. Till next time.

Listening to: Tea party - Alhambra, Faith no more - Angel dust
Watching: Star Wars episode three, Sky Blue
Reading: Dragon Warior 8 walk-thru
Playing: Dragon Warior 8, Fire Emblem