As beuatiful as you...

"from the moment i saw you, from the moment i looked into your eyes. there was something about you. i knew... i knew... that you were once in a life time, a treasure near imposible to find. and i know how lucky i am to have you. i've seen rainbows that could take your breath away, the beauty of the setting sun on any given day. when it comes to shooting stars i have seen a few. but i've never seen anything as beautiful as you. i can't believe that i have you. i can't believe that you're here in my arms. i've been waiting a lifetime for you. for you. and i've dreamed about you, pictured in my mind who i would see. but i never imagined how beautiful you would be....."

Ok sappy i know but that song most acurately captures how i'm feeling right now. Yesterday i did something very silly, but i don't consider it a mistake... not for a second... The night before last i spent the whole night talking to tracy's mom. She helped me to see the light. It's like the light finaly got turned on. A true moment of clarity.

so at 5 in morning yesterday i finaly went home got a bath and went to work. got 5 minutes to seven. I talked to Steve my instructor. Told him i needed the day off to go declare my love to my girlfriend.

So i left there and went out to tracy's school. Found out what5 classroom her first class was in. hid in the back and waited for her to show up. hehehe well she finaly showed up and jumped out and proposed to her... not one of my finer moments but meh... well she was speechless. she said we needed to go for a coffee before classes started. so we went to tim hortons. she told me it was way too soon. she needed to finish her course at school first and get things staightened out. So that was fine. we talked things out and i explained everything to about the night before. and she realized how important she was to me.

so taoday i went into work agian. aparently steve my instuctor read between the lines and told the whole class that i proposed to my girlfriend. Because when i got in this morning one of the women in my class asked me how things went and if we had a ring picked out yet. i said we decided to wait for a while before getting engaged and she congratulated anyway. then at lunch time another one of the girls in my class asked me the same thing and i gave her the same answer.

Today on the way back from cupids she told me that her class mates were asking her the same questions. :) she said that at lunch time yesterday she called her mother and asked her what we talking about the night before. she told her mother what had happened that morning and her mother said "go for it!!" an d she said she still needed time.

I apoligized to tracy today for being so rash. And she said "well i never said no" she said " i just said not yet" So it looks this is the guys. I really mean it :)
These past few months have been the best times of my life and every day it's getting better. I can't wait to get fully instated at work. it's going to fun. i think i will be there for a long time. if russ could climb the ladder so can i. :)

Well people this weekend i'm staying with tracy again so i'll see you guys in the next little while. hopefully sunday we'll be out to steve's. so jon and chuck you guys try and get out there that night. i really want you guys to meet her... looking forward to introducing you guys to each other. oh and kev you'll get to see her christmas time. looking forward to it.

We love each other verry much. and i told her that what ever happens i'll always love her.

tomorow night i'm treating her to burger king. then we're probably going shopping. i get paid tomorow. i owe mom some money and nicole i'm not forgettin you either. i'll have your money for you tomorow. well people, be happy for me, it's best time of my life.

Well i could go on forever but now it's time to get some sleep. later on people.